Visions In Black

I tried so hard but still can't remember, like a candle burnt to it's last dying ember, it fills me with anger tried so hard to restrain, it washed away sorrow, only hatred remain, my eyes of red have now gone blind, by numbing pain through a wasted mind, my system now will try to die, as you terminate my will to try.
lie to me as you try to fight back, lie to me as your soul turns black, think of me as you fall down crying, feel to me as you fall down dying
so you think you can handle me, by crushing what was meant to be, I pray thee stop still I feel the need, to slit your throat just to watch you bleed, like cascading tears in my arms you fell silent, your words cut like knives as defenses grow violent, my body trembles as my soul grows stronger, you're a fucking disease that can hurt me no longer.